January 8, 2013

yum yum bagels

Today I was able to fulfill one of my daily "lifestyle changes" in a miraculous way.  One of my proposed daily habits is to "perform one small act of service".  Over the weekend, I didn't really give much thought to it beyond thinking back on my day and deciding that some act I had done was good enough to call service.  Last night, I got sick of passively fulfilling my service duty so I specifically prayed for something to be brought to my attention to fulfill daily habit number 14.
I LOVE Einstein's Bagels.  Holy cow, I drive 8 miles nearly every day for lunch to get a bagel...or two.  Today was a two-bagel day.  On my way into the parking lot, I noticed an older man standing on the corner with a sign that simply said, "Please Help".  I wrestled with myself as to whether or not I should buy three bagels and give him the excess--that seemed to go against my monthly habit of setting a budged and sticking to it, which I had done just yesterday.  I decided buying three bagels was silly and I could just give him one of my pre-determined two bagels and some cash on the side.  As I left the shop and drove out of the parking lot, I quickly pulled over, rolled down my window, handed him the bagel and cash, told him to enjoy his day, and prepared to drive away.  Just as I was about to roll up my window, he looked at me with tears in his eyes and thanked me for the food and money.

I have not been touched by someone's gratitude in a very long time.  My days typically consist of working with children, all of whom I love, but who rarely utter a "thank you".  I guess it's just not in their nature yet, or maybe they don't realize the hard work educators put into their jobs.  When I get home, I try not to burden my family, friends, or significant other with bad things that happened that day, how I feel taken for granted at times, or other struggles I may have.  So having this one man whose name I don't even know tearfully thank me for a simple bagel and money??  What a day-maker!!

It wasn't until I was a few miles down the road I realized I had fulfilled daily habit 14.  I couldn't believe I had done something that seemed so small to me, but apparently significant to someone else, without a hidden motivation.  And what's even better is that I felt so much happier than I had before lunch!!  Service has a funny way of doing that: blessing the giver more than the receiver.

Lessons learned from today's outing:
1.  The Lord truly does hear and answer prayers, sometimes as quickly as the next day.
2.  Service is never a bad thing.
3.  I have a pretty great life.  The fact that I  can afford to buy an extra bagel and give it away along with a small amount of money is more than a lot of other people have.
4.  Gratitude is important, no matter to whom the gratitude is shown.
5.  Never, ever ignore a prompting.  Promptings lead to miraculous things.

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