November 10, 2012

saturday night in

So...I've been off my game the past few weeks.  I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm doing fine...but that's just it.  I'm doing fine.  I miss being great, I miss being driven.  Remember those posts about how much I've progressed, how much I've learned, how happy I am that my life hasn't gone where I planned??  Yeah, don't feel so much that way right now.  (Let's hope that I can blame most of that on it being "my time of the month"...)

I think I've been looking for fulfillment in all the wrong places.  I'm trying to gain the world's approval (and everyone else's) instead of the Lord's.  Instead of turning to my Savior and seeking His guidance, I've been burying myself in my job and letting the seemingly inconsequential things get forgotten.  I don't worry about anything else beyond work.  And when I'm not working my little patooty off, I sit.  That's it, just sit.  I've lost my drive and flavor for life.  It's the worst.

So...what are my plans to get out of this slump??  Reset my priorities, follow through on my plans, and get outside of myself.  First goal??  Run 3 days next week to start training for a half marathon. Second goal??  Say personal prayer every day.  Simple, yeah??

Words of encouragment and/or motivation are welome at any time.

2 comments:

Sister Lauren Kasteler said...

Hey, I'm needing to get out of the same kind of slump. Oh, and I think that you are wonderful. Love you.

Kim Pace said...

You're that star up in the sky, you're that mountain peak up high
Hey you made it, you're the world's greatest!!!
But really Optimus Prime, you are seriously the greatest. I look up to you so much! Thanks for being awesome and I hope things start to get better! Love you beaner reaner!